Friday, April 07, 2006

who did who to the what now?

Man. I'm still so tired. I'm finding that juggling my time between the new job, doing store stuff, sleeping, eating, etc., has been pretty difficult. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't so dead sleepy! I would be able to get much more done if I didn't have to sleep. Ha. Forget about house cleaning and cooking, that's been at a minimum. I haven't been to the gym all week, either. I need to get my shit straight and figure out how to manage my time better, like normal people do.
Mr. Christy, our "family" mechanic is doing some work on my poor little car this weekend. I dropped it off tonight, all sad and covered in pollen. My car is doing okay I think, it's just tired from all the driving lately. It's mileage is over 100,000, so it's well past due for a new timing belt and water pump. I need it to last for many more years, and since it's a Honda I have high hopes for it. My car needs some TLC, like me.
Ken and I are going to get ourselves some new clothes tomorrow. We both really need to. My self esteem has been so low for the past few years because of my crappy clothes. I feel like I look just awful. The bad thing is, I'm not sure if I really know how to dress myself in a way that's flattering anymore. I feel like I either look to casual and bummy, or I dress too young. I used to love clothes shopping, but I think I'll probably get frustrated. We shall see. My hair has been annoying me since I got it cut too, because I haven't been able to get it to look right. It looked okay today, and Christy gave me a compliment on it, so I feel a bit better about the cut now. I'm weird in that sometimes I think shorter hair makes me look old.
Wow, I'm really rambling. I better go to bed. I'm so tired, I could sleep standing up.

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